I just hate myself whenever I can't restrain myself from being too talkative. I lost count the times when I promised myself not to talk too much. It gets too annoying sometimes. And to top of it all, I go on and on until I ended up narrating in full details. It's like a disease. I really wanted to cure it but how can I? My stray thoughts, feelings and random silliness always get the best of me. I remember one time, me and my bf went out with our friends for a night of dinner and business meeting when suddenly out of nowhere I babbled about my bf's incapability to fix a doorknob. I went on narrating the whole story and how we ended up hiring someone to fix the doorknob. I didn't know I hurt my bf's feelings then. When finally he was able to tell me about it, I felt so devastated that I gave him a full body massage until my two fingers hurt.

Sometimes it just makes you wonder, is it just me?! Arrgghhhhh.....